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For them we wait....
I’m tired Tired of waiting on you. Tired of listening to you. TALK. TALK. Thats all you do. But aint none of this shit new. Tired. But I try with you, putting on sunglasses to block the rays. They are reminders of the hate and depletting love. Cause how could you? Treading on me. With words that never become a reality, scripted like some young girls favorite reality TV. Dammit where are you when I need you? Dont ask for shit and still couldn’t get it. But first time I say n
lanakaynevip
Feb 101 min read
How does it feel....
A bite here, a bite there. Beyond repair. I said I’d swallow that salt to pack those wounds; I said it dont need amputate. But goddamn that aint true. Cause when you cut off a limb at least you got rid of the sickness. Look down, see that scar and maybe even laugh a little bit. But shit like this you cant just cut off and go bout your day - hell no no way Take a bite, hell invite your friends too. They like it join in why dont you? Chew and spit it out, tell the story with pa
lanakaynevip
Jan 311 min read
Well shit....
Didn’t ask to be here, but I’m here. Doin’ this thing called life that folk fight for, others wait to escape from. I’m here hell, don’t gotta remind me none. I blink eye, I touch things and think even when its hard to. I’m here wit you. I see it all too, cause hell I’m here too. I shoved it, yeah I shoved it aint nothin’ new. Shit I’m just like you, him and them too. I shoved it, but not before sitting back and pokin at it. Why they do that to me like that? Why you aint care
lanakaynevip
Jan 152 min read
Get used to it...
Wont you think of them? But. But they... Wont you think of THEM?! But they.... Wont you stop your sniveling, be considerate! But they.... they are the one who hurt me... i - Get used to it. -An original Lana Kayne Poem
lanakaynevip
Jan 101 min read


Late Nights... Early Mornings...
“I just want to please you, it pleases me,” he says followed by a shoulder kiss in the restaurant booth we’d been in for a while now. The flirting won’t stop like the Cabernet that keeps getting ordered. Leaning in closely notes of cologne fill my nostrils, fuck he smells good; cutting a side he asks about my plate clearly making light conversation in comparison to the nasty things said just moments ago over shared plates. I nodded with lust in my eyes, he’ll he’d been a gent
lanakaynevip
Jan 33 min read


Your essence... a privilege
of which taste so sweet it can create history and feed nations in between. And to think of it is gracious in a clouded mind where visions flash again and again. Heaven on earth some never experience. With each replay it ingrains in me rooting deeper, being watered swelling in bloom; it feeds me, your touch, presence hell even the simplest message. Dont you get it? This aint a math problem, nor is it like solving world hunger. You are a wonder, deserving to be discovered - u
lanakaynevip
Nov 17, 20251 min read


You inspire me....A Thank you from Lana Kayne....
When your arms are wrapped around me, from afar - you inspire me. The connection we've built knows no bounds and is as vast as the ocean, deeper than any sea. With you I can be me, loud and free; together alone we can be whoever we want to be. No clock or distance will come between what we've created together in this place. I thank you for finding me, pouring into me and giving a special piece of yourself to me. Throughout our lives we are constantly finding ourselves, sea
lanakaynevip
Nov 5, 20251 min read


There's a leak in the ceiling...
And with every attempt I cannot seem to get it. I get close and its neither shortened in distance, toying with me. It runs from the...
lanakaynevip
Sep 15, 20251 min read


Silent Impressions...
There was nothing that prepared me for meeting you but I'm here, well almost there. It was a last minute connection and I can admit the...
lanakaynevip
Aug 19, 20252 min read


Caught up in the rapture of you...
She found out..... She found out the nights spent watching afar and yes at first it was just a silly thing to do, following women and...
lanakaynevip
Jul 7, 20251 min read


"I just love the way you taste... smell"
It's a hot day in San Antonio, but the desire to get the errands finished were enough to appease any discomfort in the 4pm traffic....
lanakaynevip
Jun 10, 20253 min read


One call away ....
One, two, thr- * ding * my phone alerts through the headphones interupting my headcount of the workout. Finishing I arrise from the bench...
lanakaynevip
May 26, 20253 min read


There aint nobody but you on my mind, all the time ...
There's nothing that can be explained by the way youve taken me away. At tfirst I was sceptical thinking we wouldnt match, two people...
lanakaynevip
May 7, 20252 min read


To be enjoyed ...
Thats it... sometimes thats all we want. We dont want the bullshit we dont want the cat and mouse games; The energy that fueled me...
lanakaynevip
Feb 20, 20252 min read


Finally ...
I bumble and fumble on this newfound app, dont even know why I'm here. I guess boredom brought me, its been humdrum and the world has...
lanakaynevip
Feb 10, 20254 min read


Love in this club.....
The music is loud and of course the cities hottest spot has a crowd like no other this holiday weekend. My favorite boots strapped tight...
lanakaynevip
Dec 20, 20242 min read


We met today ......
You reached out to me, and we almost missed each other. But it has been some time since the last time and we both couldn’t pass this up....
lanakaynevip
Dec 14, 20243 min read


(An Excerpt) There's something in my heart..
that you should know, Idesire your touch now more than ever. There's no better feeling than when you and I collide. Our legs intertwine...
lanakaynevip
Nov 15, 20241 min read


"For your consideration..."
My heart is racing, I know shouldnt have but it felt so good feel you. Dont even know your name but who hasnt been there before. The...
lanakaynevip
Oct 21, 20241 min read
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**In Distance's Embrace** In lands apart, their hearts did dwell, Bound by love's invisible spell. Across the miles, their spirits flew,...
lanakaynevip
Aug 31, 20241 min read
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